Metropolitan Anthony Bloom. |
Humanly, we know that Christ gave His life and His death for us,
and divinely, that He opens to us the gates of eternity: 'I am the door,
whoever enters through Me will also enter into life eternal’.
The first thing we must do when we approach the Gospel is to take
it with reverence, with the sense that we are not only handling a book, not
only going to read the words, but that this book, and the words which we read
are THE Word, God speaking, speaking through human words; and it is important
that it should be through human words, because we cannot enter into the
mysterious mind of God. Did He not say through Isaiah the Prophet ‘My thoughts
are above your thoughts, and my ways above your ways'? But in Christ, it is in
human words that He addresses us.
And then we must listen to what He says and look into what He
does, look in to all the situations which are depicted in one or another
passage of the Gospel with reverence, with interest, with devotional awe,
because it is He Who speaks to us; it is Him we see moving, acting, saving. And
we must try to find our place in the crowd that surrounds Him, listen as though
we were present when He actually spoke, listen as though we stood in the crowd
while He was healing, saving, calling to repentance the people who came to Him,
and listening as though the words He spoke, as Saint Peter puts it in the
Gospel, were words of life — not words of death; words capable of awakening in
us all that is alive, both humanly and eternally, divinely; words of life and
not the words of death, in the sense that His words are meant to bring us to
life, not condemn us even before our death.
This is a very important thing because out of fear, out of the
sense of condemnation we will never achieve anything. And so, let us read the
Gospel, looking for all those passages which reach us — not those which pass us
by; passages which, to use the words of the pilgrims to Emmaus, make our hearts
burn within us while He speaks to us. Read those passages which, having set our
heart afire, can also bring — or do also bring life to our mind, move our will,
stir us up for a new life.
"Your word is a lamp for my feet,
a light on my path"(Ps118: 105).
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If we keep as a treasure, as a holy treasure, these glimpses which
we have of our most wonderful divine self and the wonderful human self of God —
then we can move on with joy, with inspiration; we can move on trying to become
what we truly are. Of course, on this journey, we will feel that we have inner
resistances, that we do not always want to be the best that we can be: and to
that, other passages of the Gospel will respond, saying to us, 'Beware, beware
— if you accept this temptation or another, if you follow this course of life
or thought, you are ruining yourself, because the commandments of Christ are
not orders that He gives us but a description of what we should feel, wish and
be, if we truly became human, worthy of our human nature and our human vocation
which is to become the likes of Christ and partakers of His Divine Nature.
And if we do this, if we begin looking for everything that is
beauty in us, already the image of God in us, revealing itself, like the sun
shine dawns in the morning; it may not yet be bright midday, but it is always
light, beyond the horizon perhaps — but it is light! — then we will get
inspiration, and courage to face also the twilight and darkness in us; but
creatively, in order to build and not in order to destroy. One does not destroy
evil — one builds the good, in the same way in which one does not dispel
darkness otherwise than by letting in the light.
So let us try, in the future, to read the Gospel, listen to it
with reverence, with joy: God has come to me, He is speaking to me personally;
He is revealing to me the beauty there is in me, and also warns me of what can
kill this beauty: but He is on my side, He is my friend, my brother in
humanity, and also my God and my Savior. Amen.
Reference:
mazarchive.org.