Saint Sophrony the Athonite. |
'Without me ye can do nothing.'!" And when people cease to pay
attention to these words, all their efforts are directed towards creating what
seems to them a better life; but the result of their creation is banal and
tedious to the point of deadliness. Man's spirit cannot be confined within such
compressed limits; we will have to 'smash plates' to realise that we are after
all humans and not puppets. Now we see that everywhere 'plates are being
smashed' senselessly and just because of this senselessness the understanding
is born that if this absurdity lies at the foundation of being, then this existence
would be simply impossible. The way is created for the comprehension of absolute
truth, for the perception of the deepest meaning of life; confidence
in the final victory of Love is established within us.
With me it happened like this: from the vision of what was taking place
in the world my soul was brought to a fearful, mortal, state of doubt. The
ground was taken from under my feet; my whole being was sick with grief. And
when what I saw as the absurdity of all human activity reached the limit, in my
soul- in a strange fashion - the certitude was born that the eternal victory of
reason and truth was inevitable.
Notice: all the great religions arose in the East, where societies live
at an unbearably low level. The contemplation of such a fallen state of man
gave rise to repentance in the depths of the spirit, and beyond expectation a
supernatural power touched the heart, and the heart contemplated the transfiguration
of the world. So, so many times have I noticed a change in a person's face from
the touch of this Heavenly Light. There is great wonder at this: he or she was
so dreadfully deformed, and now - from whence is this beauty?
This is a weighty matter. It is
not for speaking about in letters. My prayer for you and for all those with you
is: 'May the Lord reveal to your deep heart His Mysteries, His Wisdom hidden
from all ages! May the Holy Spirit teach you the knowledge of these Mysteries
through Love, which He puts into the heart!'
And when the heart is touched by this eternal Spirit, the only natural
feeling of the heart is an indescribable pity for all creation. Then love for
one's enemies becomes normal. And this is the sign that man has passed from
death to eternal Life. And this is the way to peace, this is unconquerable victory.
And this is what the soul prays for at all times. May the mercy of the God of
Love be always present with you. And may you share what God sends you with
other people, who are ready, and even thirsty, to receive salvation.
Reference:
Letters to his family. Archimandrite Sophrony(Sakharov).2015.