From that vision stems my consciousness of our need to undergo the
tragic and painful feat of our own creation in eternity in the image and
likeness of the Father, Who was revealed to us through the coming of Christ and
the sending down of the Holy Spirit.
The principle of the hypostasis is the climax of the creation of
the world. The life of the person springs up mysteriously; the person escapes
every rational definition. The person is the bearer of life; the hypostasis is
that which truly lives. If it were possible to remove this element, this
principle, from Being, then everything would lose its meaning, would in fact be
submerged in death. Science knows nothing of this true bearer of life. Not
knowing anything of this supreme, ultimate dimension of being, science will
forever remain on a lower plane, finding a material explanation for every
phenomenon, including spiritual phenomena.
But I see things like this: when the person has come into being (I
am talking about the created human person), then it is not only incorrect, but
also criminal, to turn back and seek to learn the mystery of the generation of
the person through scientific investigation into natural life, the life of the
material world. If such a retrospective movement i.e. to what precedes our
present form of being - goes hand in hand with the rejection of every other
level of Being transcending space and time, then the true meaning of our coming
into the world is lost. 'Behind' us is that nothing out of which we were pushed
by the creative act of God. Yes, we were flung into Being by the tragic gesture
of God, and now before us lies this flight across a chasm; a flight which is
fearful and yet, together with that, indescribably majestic, attracting us by
its purpose, engendering in us a determined refusal to 'accept' death. Yes, we
must not stop in our striving towards the eternal; and even more than that, we
must not 'turn back' .
God, our Father, is a Person, and we likewise are persons, so
knowledge of God is not possible except by mutual self disclosure. And it is
precisely by way of Revelation that we come to know that 'in the beginning was
the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. All things were made
by Him; and without Him was not anything made that was made.'
Let us look at what the latest word of science tells us about
cosmology. 'In the beginning was the hydrogen atom, and everything that exists
arose out of this simplest atom by a process of evolution. This evolution took
15 thousand million years.' Apparently, an as yet unknown time will pass and
then everything will once again revert to its previous state, that is, to a
hydrogen atom.
In ourselves and in the cosmic life surrounding us we contemplate
the process of the world's creation. We are clearly aware that the creation of
Man has not yet finished. In the act of free self-determination we must “assimilate”
the Life of God, our Father, who gives us everything 'without measure’, without
limitation, 'without envy'. But this assimilation is bound up with painful
struggle throughout our earthly life. This 'pain', however, is utterly
indispensable for me if I am to understand my freedom. 'Suffering' forms in me
the deepest need to say freely to God: 'I love Thee'. If there were no
suffering, I would not attain to the deep meaning, the strong consciousness, of
my freedom; because I could not be sure that I love Him, the Father, and not
just a certain sweetness of love.
Saint Sophrony the Athonite. |
I am certain that when I shall attain to perfect love, which will
truly unite me to God, when I contain within myself the fullness of this gift,
then I shall also become like Him in knowledge of all that exists, for 'the
Father loveth the Son, and sheweth Him all things' , and 'what things so ever
He doeth, these also doeth the Son likewise' - and I do not mean the
Only-Begotten, but every son of man.
I have sung you some verses of my favourite song, which never ends,
for it is eternally alive, and eternally new. At one point you were recalling
my youth. Then too, half a century ago, I often stood in deep wonder before
the mystery of this world, before the mystery of life in general. This very
minute an instance has come to my memory. When at one time I was in a state of
enthusiastic wonder at life, I saw a spider running across the floor of my
studio, and I froze from admiration and wonder at this phenomenon. It would be
a long task to describe the multitude of similar occasions as the years, the
decades, went by, but my sense of wonder has not diminished. I did not straight
away realize that this was a gift of God to me. I came to this conclusion from
the fact that I have met many people, of the most varied levels of education,
for whom such a feeling of wonder was unknown.
* Orthodox icons of the Hexahemeron traditionally include the Etimasion, the Feasts of the six weekdays, the Deesis, and the Sabbath of All Saints.The centerpiece consists of six Creation scenes. The main axis depicts God Sabaoth with the Angelic host and the enthroned Christ the Judge with Saint John the Baptist and the Mother of God. It is followed by the six Feasts symbolizing the six days of the week. The border scenes of such Orthodox icons depict the Evangelists, Saints, Church Fathers, the Fools-for-Christ, and the Blessed.
Reference:Letters to his family.
Archimandrite Sophrony(Sakharov).2015.