Archimandrite Elias Morcos. |
In
order for us to truly follow the Lord, we must have force and self-emptying.
Jesus came to be crucified, not to talk. If talking was enough, then Jesus
would not have been crucified. He said, “He who wants to follow me, let him
take up his cross and follow me.” This total commitment, the commitment of the
cross is doubtless painful and scandalous. But it is the only way in the Church.
Pain here is a birth pang, and a birth pang is the beginning of any existence.
We have no existence in the Church and the Church has no existence in us
without the cross of commitment and its pains. But those who abide will be
wiped out: “They slept a heavy sleep,” says the Psalmist, “and they found their
hands empty” (Psalm 72:18). The issue is the issue of true commitment that we
plunge ourselves into. We do not love our life to the point of death, a
commitment in which we break the barriers of our freedom like breaking the
sound barrier: in our freedom, we empty ourselves of our freedom in order to
follow the Lord, and only then does he open before us the way into space.
This
ultimate commitment is what makes the Church the Church. Everyone can contribute
in this commitment to the Church of Antioch, each one in his field and
surroundings and profession, fathers and sons according to the gift of the
Lord. It is within the ability of fathers to offer the best and most precious
gift, if the Lord wills. I would like to repeat to you what a Coptic monk, a
friend of mine, wrote, “O people of Antioch, the voice of the Lord to you, as
from the voice of the great prophet Samuel: offer, offer the good vessels that
you have, which through all these years have become empty. Offer them so that
they can be filled with God’s oil. Do not be stingy with your sons and
daughters, so that they can become your vessels of salvation on your day of
hardship and so that they can become oil of joy and gladness in the time of war.
The Lord will be pleased with you and your times of relief will come from him.
Do not say enough, enough. The world looks upon you. Yes, enlighten once more,
O Lord, Antioch so that the world will be enlightened by its light as in the
first days.”
As for
those who have truly committed to the Lord and have gone into the great
depths—and among you are many of them—they do not stop along the way. If we
have done something, we are not satisfied with it, as every stopping is a fall.
No one is better than another. “All the Church is a Church of penitents. All
the Church is a Church of mortals,” says Ephrem the Syrian. We have not yet
begun to repent. We have not struggled against sin to the point of blood. If we
stop and we haven’t bled, then we have not brought it to the end and
commitment, the revival, and the Church become mere expressions and empty
clichés that we repeat in order to quiet our conscience. Our giving must
increase in order to remain. May the spirit’s be to vigorously move forward and
not stop short like Lot who remained alive while his wife looked back and died.
We must renew our will like the stroke of a hammer in the soul so that it
arrives at the profundities of existence. “So the craftsman encouraged the
goldsmith; He who smooths with the hammer inspired him who strikes the anvil,
saying, “It is ready for the soldering”; then he fastened it with pegs, that it
might not totter” (Isaiah 41:7). The danger of lethargy confronts us at every
moment, “Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall
utterly fall, but those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they
shall mount up with wings like eagles” (Isaiah 40:30-31).
Brothers,
if we understand the revival on this basis, and we walk in it with faith,
steadfastness, and alertness, by His grace, He, for the sake of His glory, for
the sake of His love and the Love of His holy Church which is above all and for
all, He will allow the revival to be. At that point the revival will be at its
true extent, proceeding after the Lord risen from the dead. Then each one of us
will rise from his death. In an eternal exodus we shall follow him in his
Pascha, he whose life has no end, amen.
Reference:
http://araborthodoxy.blogspot.com/2011/05/fr-elias-morcos-on-revival-in-antioch.html